Soraya


I like.

I like it when people remember things about me. I like watching reruns of friends for hours and then laughing hysterically when a joke that I didn’t remember is told. I like to look at clothes online but rarely buy them. I like eating crazy amounts of prawn cocktail crisps. I like music, when I fall in love with song I tend to play it over and over again until I get absolutely sick of it. I like not having to get out of my bed except to use the toilet. I like it when the music stops in a song to put emphasis on lyrics. I like lip-syncing and acting out dramatic songs in the mirror. I like to have a glass of water and a cup of tea in the morning. I like water all the time actually, it’s the best drink. I like having nice nails but don’t like doing my nails. I like to dress-up. I like ketchup, a lot. I like to open one eye whilst making out with someone so I can laugh at their face. I like crying over movies. I like to daydream and fantasise and conjure up scenarios about things in the past and future. I like to sleep until at least 3pm because then my dreams are better. I like Justin Bieber, I like knowing facts about him and watching disgusting amounts of interviews about him on youtube. I like liking someone because when the little things happen that make you think ‘he might like me’ you feel so happy, more happy then just knowing he actually likes you. I like flirting with attractive people. I like making weird faces. I like to laugh much too loudly. I like to make jokes, even when nobody is listening. I like summer clothes and summer times, but my complexion is much better in winter. I like spending my days doing silly things like making-up dances. I like Halloween, because like I said, I like dressing up. I like long hair. I like when people make a fuss. I like opening presents, but hate wrapping them. I like eating those foods that you don’t really like, but you just keep eating because what the hell. I like white teeth, but the best part about brushing your teeth is the song you play in the background. I like parties and raves and general events that consist of a lot of people. I like long bus journeys, but no more than an hour. I like going to new places but don’t like travelling. I like to be a little bit cold all of the time. I like nice eyebrows. I like and envy people with a good nose to eyebrow ratio. I like it when peoples’ top lip goes inwards towards their teeth. I like to put on make-up but don’t like taking it off. I like to exfoliate. I like to make face-masks and wear them. I like it when adults like me. I like it when the oyster card thingy doesn’t work on the bus, even though I get on them for free, I like knowing others don’t have to pay. I also like free things. I like to share everything. I like being under the influence of drugs and alcohol and all that other bad shit, but I don’t really like doing them. I like smart people with a wide range of vocabulary who have the ability to engage in intellectual conversations. I like it when people are able to really understand my somewhat radical notions about life. I like it when I remember my dreams. I like that feeling when you finally remember that actors name that you knew you recognised from another programme. I like American television. I like when people listen to me. I like to talk, fast. I like photography. I like taking pictures and looking at pictures, wishing I took them. I like watching home-videos. I like lingerie; I wish we didn’t live in a society in which clothes are necessary. I like to be naked. I like whiskey and coke. I like to hold in my pee until the very last minute, then pee for an abnormal amount of time. I like it when people play with my hair. I like getting massages and giving them. I like people liking my massages. I like maroon things, but blue is my favourite colour, for absolutely no reason. I like nice breathe. I like foreign languages. I like it when people don’t point out my mistakes. I like to mispronounce words purposely, but I don’t like it when people mispronounce words unintentionally. I like saying words for years and never really knowing how to spell them. I like men’s hands and forearms. I like innies. I like zoom shots. I like analysing. I like list-making.

School is over.

Yes, yes it’s that time of year. Christmas. I can’t say that I’ve done anything remotely productive so far this holiday, but I have had a reasonable amount of fun.

I love these three so much, I don’t care how much I go on about it. We have a dance. Yes, that’s right - a dance.

MY BIRTHDAY

My birthday/ birthday weekend was so amazing. I spent it with my three best friends and we literally had a night we will never forget. Beyond emotional. All the gifts and love were amazing, ahhhh! I LOVE LIFE #gassed

I forgot my password!

So, I haven’t been posting for a couple months now (obviously) of course I forgot my password and also cba’d. But I’m back now, don’t piss yourselves.

It’s nearly my birthday and I’m too fussy and I spent this weekend with Lucy and Lily and Tina and then Nadege. Yum nandos and that’s it.

LOVIN’ IT!

I haven’t been on tumblr in forevs. Don’t judge me. I have a lot of work.

simpatico

I’m sad. I’m watching sad clips and listening to the queen killing kings in the background. and yes, I’m just crying a lot, so I’m not actually sad. Just crying. ANYWAYS! I just applied to go to a Journalism master class at City Uni. You have to write a little shitty paragraph, even though it’s kind of a done-deal. So I decided to write an annoying teenage girl one which isn’t at all reflective of my true personality LOL.

I feel that attending this Masterclass will be an excellent start to hopefully launching my future career in journalism. I believe it will give me an understanding of this career as well as a wealth of knowledge. I realised I wanted to pursue this profession, be it fashion journalism or television presenting, since I first read an article in teen vogue and began to watch E! News religiously. As desperately cliché as that sounds, it is in fact true. Ever since then, I have been reading, researching and analysing this career choice. Although, it is not considered one of the most stable careers it is truly the one for me. I cannot think of anything better than growing up to first be a junior, if not senior editor in a well-respected fashion publication which will lead to my triumph to editor in chief. I would also love to get into the world of presenting, the travel, opportunities and sheer exhilaration of it all is undeniable as I consider it a form of performing. I understand the predicament you are in with choosing an under-qualified and perhaps over-ambitious wannabe journalist to attend this masterclass. I could in reality turn out to be the absolute antithesis of what you are looking for in an attendee. But, please allow me to assure you I although am not the best writer, I am excruciatingly serious and optimistic about this aspiration and really do hope to be able to attend this masterclass to just confirm all the wonderful things I believe a future in journalism consists of.

I had the most BEAUTIFUL chat with Nadege a couple days ago! It was emotional. It is emotional how much I trust in, love and need her. She is truly the greatest person I know and will ever know :’)

I fucking love Quintuples. I’ve been watching old episodes ALL night!!

I fucking love Quintuples. I’ve been watching old episodes ALL night!!

I know it doesn’t look like it in this photo but Jake Mcdorman and Peter Krause actually look so a-like.

Filming

Me and Nadege travelled to Chiswick Park to do a filming thing for some uni people and it was just such a nice, Taylor Swift filled day :)
I drink too much hot chocolate.

Girly!

On friday night I had a beautifully girly sleepover with Lucy and Lily where we did incredibly cringy girly things and lets just say, I fell asleep watching never say never and clueless! We then went our separate ways and agreed to meet back up at Lucys in the evening, but Lily was late and drunk and so it was just me and Luce going crazy over x-factor, we’re such a little family and I love them so!

LOOOK it’s me @ 10 seconds


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